This post is a free writing one, please bear with me.
I only have about 3 more weeks here in Guam, because my Visa expires on the 26 of this month and no word yet from the lawyer processing my application for extension. Before I came here the plan I had was only for three years to help my brother-in-law in his business in regards to accounting matters. But since working here I have to do other things since it is just a small business.
Right now I don't know where or what will I do. I have not yet prepared for such, it seems that I found myself lost. I am already 29 and what job opportunities are there yet in the Philippines that will employ me. I dreamed of establishing my accounting practice back in the Philippines but there are so many requirements to be attained first, also I planned to operate a franchise but it seems that I lack experience in that area, or maybe earn through online marketing but until now I have not yet found the secret to really earn by it.
So many things that I wanted to do but I find no time to do it. I don't want to be employed by the age of 40, I wanted to be the boss of my own empire by that age....and my dream is to have alot more free time to help in charitable and civic programs.
I believed I am financially free but the idea of not possibly having a means of living for some time makes me re-think my position. How will I face this dilemma again?
I still believe in the power of desire and yet doubt runs me over.
What I desire I can make into reality, what I focus on and work on is achievable but what do I desire?what do I really wanted in life? Am I one of the person of this world who have always been lost?
Where will I go? So much to take of, so many to fix, and no time to prepare.
Help me God, open my mind and lead me.
You already know what you want to do and you already have the time for it. I think its just a matter of fear of not knowing what will happen. Which is normal for people like us.
ReplyDeleteIf you want to run an empire though, you have to get working now. :) And work for yourself.
Thanks man for reminding me
ReplyDeletehey, bro. louis! i was browsing through your profile and i found out that you have so many blogs. that sounds crazy to me hehe..anyway, i'm sure there will always be something in store for you. you just really have to open up your mind and heart and yes, conquer those doubts and fear. you can do that. :) you have everything you need around you. trust HIM. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks sis sana nga po... in time all will be well... probably I am just being tested...
ReplyDeleteI think if you can find work there then you should. I don't thin going back to the Philippines is a good idea.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the advice Layla. Well Philippine sis my home that is why I still would like to go back there and make a difference...
ReplyDeleteHola Louis, alam mo ganyan din ako madami pang gusto gawin sa buhay pero parang madami hadlang at mga pagsubok. Pero hindi ako nawawalang ng pag-asa iyon ang ginagamit ko para maabot lahat ng pangarap kung anuman ang mangyari mahalaga kinakaya ko at sinubukan. Alam ko hindi ka NIYA pababayaan dahil maganda ang layunin mo. God bless you...=)
ReplyDeleteSalamat po Little Mermaid.... in God's time all will fall into its proper places...
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